Wants.......

March 12, 2012

Have you ever wanted something so bad that it felt as though your heart was crushed when you didn’t get it? It’s that way whenever we don’t rely on God enough and try to do things on our own. How do you ease your heart though? That’s not as easy as we would like to tell people it is. We would like to say yes this is just a growing experience for me and I am moving on while silently wishing our hearts weren’t breaking and weren’t crying out and asking WHY. All to often we forget that our timing may not always be right or what we want may not be the best thing for us at that time.

How easy would it be to scream, cry, and blame God for not giving us what we want rather than stopping in the moment and saying “Praise God”. But we are so human and we, for the most part, live in our flesh after all at times its easier to blame others than ask for clarity to our situations. I think that is why I started writing here because here I can think through my problems instead of taking it out on people around me. All we really need is to let Him lead us!!!!!!!!