Eager for God

I absolutely love worship; to be so lost in the Lord that everything around me drops away whats left is just Him and me.  Today was no different for me, I was eager to meet my Lord, to have those few moments where nothing else mattered but Him.  Then as the sermon started I was on the edge of my seat soaking in all God has to offer, but I started to wonder why I am not like this all the time? 

Have you ever been to a service and just watched the people?  People worship the Lord in so many different and beautiful ways.  When I worship I am a little unhindered it is all out there and I move the way I feel moved.  After church is over Satan begins his work telling me I look like I am a fool.  Its sad really to allow those words to steal the joy I just had at being able to love my father wholly.

But what must it look to outsiders who don't understand and should it matter?  Should my worship be any less eager?  Am I about doing my fathers business by worrying about what the world thinks?  The answer to that is more simple than the question..........NO.  We are supposed to be different, alien.  It reminds me of something I told my daughter recently about dealing with friends that leave.  Some people come into our loves for a season and some for a lifetime the problem we run into is having lifetime expectations of seasonal people.

We have to remember God's not seasonal He is in it for life and that is the most important thing.  I am a firm believer in being a Jesus Freak and being so eager for His word that its all you see.  After all if you are chasing Him the rest of it falls into place according to His will.

Faith without works is dead, you can't just sit around praying you got to do something too. Be different stay eager.